Dear Self

So here it is… it’s time. Stop screwing up other people’s lives, stop hanging on to them and don’t rob them of their chance to find their happiness.

LEAVE.

The world may be your playground but their lives are not your toys.

They’ve caused you pain but still that does not give you the license to hurt them back. Be humble and take responsibility for your actions. That’s the the least that you can do.

You will be brave Jimi. You will be brave. I am always rooting for you because I know that there’s still some goodness in you.

Do not loose hope. Everything will be okay.

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